this is crappy

recently I have been accepting appointments and whatever stuffs that is being given to me even if all sense and logic tells me that I shouldn't and won't go for it. just hate the feeling of rejecting people these few days. this morning, a head hunter company calls me up to be recruit as a fanacial advisor. something that I have no background nor flare in. and god damn it, I just accept the appointment for the interview, sia lah. don't know what's going on with me really, fuck up.