todae my gf call to say that she is comin over, but i am coughing badly and she just recover from stomach flu. told her not to come over and she got angry, "i am sorry sweetie pie but i do not wanna pass my virus to u. please understand that i miss u as much as u miss me."

"its not your fault but its my old character that "fails to anticipate" the one that u dun like about me. for i have known i am sick i shld not try to meet up and give u the idea that i can go out even as i am sick."

"i am tryin my best to completely change this attiude of mine."